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I feel like I'm, at last, letting go of that crush. i had it for far too long. Something like a whole year by the end. It's crazy to think I could be addicted to someone I didn't even know that well for so long. It is something raw about my personality and what I'm attracted to. I wish I hadn't spent so much time pining over someone. But then again, we are still friends. It's like a drug that you try to ween yourself off. I wish I had someone who knew us both who I could share these irregular feelings with. They just spin round and round in my head... useless and painful. xxx