11am - day something, don't care and don't know. I felt too depressed today to go to work. I realised that no one needs to see me with swollen eyes and a sad face. I made it to the bus stop but I sat there crying and decided to walk back home. I got drenched. The exact moment I went out of the bus shelter, the heavens opened. I am so lame. I am upset. I wonder when I will stop being upset about this. Well I'm bored and just generally in a shit mood. World I think it best that you stay away from me. I think I need to see a shrink. I keep waking up in a sweat in the middle of the night.